I Exist

Setting aside all wounds

Band-aids for the open ones

Teardrops for the unseen

I talked to you

Acting like everything is fine

Smiling through the hole inside my heart

I exist

When you press the button

I exist

When you call me

I unexist

When you have another by your side

Ironic;

You came when you want to

You came when you have none

Again,

You left

You left me wondering

You left me in a blue-hazy air, cold-stroke

When life is good around you

I won't be there

I am excluded, I ain't part of the happiness you have

Then the glooms come over yours

Here I'll be,

Washing away all the shadows, dusts and exhaustness from your face

For you to smile again, to laugh again