Have Been

What we had was what I have been longing for

It must have been love

Is it over now?

I wish you knew

Just how many times

I pray to God

To keep you safe and strong

To keep you by my side

You won't face the world alone

It must have been good

But I lost it somehow

I wish you knew

Just how much I was willing to stay

Despite all the reasons you gave me

I am still denying, up until now

Hard to believe

Have I known you for 2 weeks?

Or 20 years?

Years we built together

Years we have dreamed of

Houses, places

Roads we have walked

Pictures we have taken

Silent proof

This sentences

You were the one who let me write on this blog

Now I know what it stands for